Round 2, Day 3
Starting Weight: 194
Today's Weight: 193.4
Yesterday's Weight: 195.4
Released: 2 pounds
Week One Released: 4 lbs
I keep forgetting how hard this week is. Yesterday was horrible...until I brewed that pot of coffee. Something about have something I had forbidden myself made things much better. I still have a horrible headache that won't go away but I know that will be done soon. Just need to
hold on.....
I took a detox bath (2 cups baking powder, 1 cup Epson Salt) last night and I think I'm going to do that a couple times a week. I felt so much more relaxed and content afterward and I slept really well.
I wanted to drink 8-10 ounce cups of water yesterday but I only drank 6. I need to work on that because it is a key to this working.
I've read that people have a harder time on their second round and I didn't believe it. I believe now....but I still don't understand why. Why am I mentally not in the same place as I was before? Or do I have to work back into my happy place? Something to think about....
**Keep us in your thoughts....a job opportunity is brewing! **
I know this pain
Why do lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Don't ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?
Some day somebody's gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don't you know?
Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Things'll go your way
Hold on for one more day
You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin' your worries pass you by
Don't you think it's worth your time
To change your mind?